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07/17/2004 09:18 p.m.
Jen here, but shes dead right now because shes thinking of Connor. Barbaras here. Jordans at work. Lisa said he'd be home by 1. It's 2. I want to see him, or just talk to him today. But i go to work at mgm at 6, until whenever helen lets me go. So i hope i catch him before then, but if not, then i guess tomorrow or something. I left my journal entry on his floor. I just remembered that. I gotta tell him to bring it when he sees me next. I talked to Warren. He says he misses me and that there's a pic of me and Julie on his bedroom ceiling. Interesting. Julie's not home yet. I wish she was, so that i could talk with her. I dunno, the thing I want most right now is Jordan's company. Or voice. Yesterday night I was missing him like crazy and I dont know why. He was at Mame. Ugh, I just want to see him smile. I love that smile.