Do you wonder?
07/14/2004 04:45 a.m.

Do you ever wonder what would happen if you actually spoke your thoughts?

How many people would view you differently? and how many would judge you?

Do you ever argue with yourself- one side being honest and the other spouting out every typical answer that you'd expect to hear from someone else?

Do you ever just want to crawl into a hole and let life pass you by?

Do you ever realize that you haven't been honest with those around you, much less yourself?

Do you ever finally come to terms with what you want and find yourself ashamed to admit it?

Do you wonder how many people are feeling how you feel?

Do you ever wonder why God is so distant when you need him the most?

Do you ever stop and think what your life would be like if you hadn't said what you said, did what you did.. way back when life was simpler?

Do you wonder if life was ever truly simpler?

Do you ever wonder how many tears you've cried? and if anyone pays attention when you don't smile like you used to?

Do you wonder how you would truly answer the timeless question "how are you?"?

Do you wonder?

I am currently Alienated
I am listening to the hum of my ceiling fan