I Miss Alan :(
07/14/2004 02:34 a.m.
Today is Alan's birthday and I can't be wth him :( I so wish I could see him right now, but unfortunately I have to wait 16 more days until I could hold him in my arms. I miss him sooooo much.

So I did decide that I can not wait two months to see him again after this visit, so I am driving up to Maine again for Labor Day weekend before the snow starts and I can't drive anywhere... ;-/ Notice I always seem to pick the worst days for traveling to travel... lol:) After getting stuck in traffic for 10 1/2 hours over the 4th of July visit, I just may stay in Maine an extra day so I can avoid all of the traffic driving back on Labor Day weekend. It might interfere with Alan's school, but I can sit around and wait for him while he is in class. Not a big deal :)

God I can not wait until hemoves down here for good. I will so love waking up with him every morning and falling asleep in his arms every night. At least then... I know that we won't be separated (excpet for work and school, but I'll be with him every night) :) I LOVE ALAN NELSON SOOOO MUCH!!

Happy Birthday sweetie! I wish I could be with you.
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