I Miss Him :(
07/06/2004 11:17 p.m.
Today sucked... I wish I was with Alan again. I hate being away from him. I feel so empty without him. This year is going to be incredibly difficult. But we are dong it... just taking it one visit at a time. It just sucks that I get to see him once every month now and once every few months when we both start back to school. :(

Man I want him right here with me right now. I just want to hold him and never let him go... Why couldn't time just stand still this past weekend? Why couldn't we just stay blissfully happy for a lot longer? Well I get to talk to him tonight so that is a good thing.

I am so in love with Alan Vincent Nelson!
I am currently Sad
I am listening to Burning Ring of Fire :)