Where Would I Be Without You?
06/23/2004 12:26 a.m.
I love Alan so much. Where would I be without him now? Alone and bitter... Or still hanging on to what little I had left with Todd and crying every night because of something else he might have said to hurt me.

I have never felt this happy in all of my life. He makes me feel amazing... I'd give anything to be able to hold him right now...and to brush his lips with mine. I can't imagine loving anyone else the way that I love Alan Nelson. I've heard of fate...but this is more than that

It is like I want to say so much about him...but no words are good enough... No words can do my feelings justice or Alan justice. There is nothing bad about him... Nothing...

"Love is broad. If you love someone, you love all things, not just their beauty. Love is narrow. You love one and only one, compared to them, no one matters."


I LOVE ALAN NELSON!!!!!
I am currently Giddy
I am listening to Nothingness