To miss someone
06/20/2004 05:28 a.m.
TO MISS SOMEONG: I'm tired of missing you.
Who?
I'm completely missing the mark of perfection
but I think there is a name for all this and
a lesson to be learned... I just haven't figured
it out yet...
Why?
I made a mistake; but no one to apologize to...
How?
I thought my face gave away everything during
outsiders conversations that were designed to
destroy whatever may have been said. And I promised
I would wait...
For?
Something...

Now I know why people go insane.
I'm tempted to knock on doors at midnight to ask
questions; but I've already had fatherly advice that
some people just disapper and you shouldn't let go of
your heart... I guess because at such quick departures
everything gets packed (my heart)...

Sometimes... life sucks!
I am currently Clueless
I am listening to Maroon 5