in and out...
06/18/2004 12:01 a.m.
Well it's been a whirlwind last couple of weeks.. So much to do, always something to do.. something to keep my mind at work.. and my fingers whirring on the computer..
bah.
There's a unique joy to manual labor that I love.. something about getting your hands dirty and getting something done..
With computers.. it doesnt seem real.. like it's just all fake.. and doesnt really mean anything.

Writing is a bit different. You do feel like you've gotten something accomplished.. even if it's not worth reading.. heh.

Well I sat down and story lined a book of short stories.. they are going to be a bunch of childhood/highschool expereinces.. I've been working on them now for a couple of days.. and came up with a pretty full list.. I cut a few, but for the most part, there'll be a ton of crazy stories about my laughable childhood.. and I guess it all depends on what you consider laughable in the world of little deviants.

It really just started out as me comming up with some good stories to throw into the urban myths and stories section..
but I guess everything happens for a reason.. So I just formed up this 5 page list of story topics.. stuff that kinda tells about me.. not to mention these bubbles in time when I was a kid, wide eyed to the world.. and I haven't thought to share these yet.. I didn't think it'd be worth while.. but honestly.. looking at the list.. these are going to be great to write out.. so if anything.. maybe this will help me step over some border I've placed myself behind.. maybe this will be the time that I can just break on through to the other side and find peace with what I can do with the written word.

I proabbly should take some classes in english tho.. since I seem to suck at it so... heh.. but at least I got some wicked awesome discription skills.. =P

Well folks, I gots to run.. but keep in touch.. it's only gonna get better from here on out.

Oh.. and I threw a couple of poems out there.. I didnt know where to toss them, so I just sat them at the main page..
I wrote those actually in a spark of sickness.. I wrote all that stuff right before food poisoning kicked my ass for a day or so.. I'm just back to solids.. to lets say I'm happy.


I am currently Bleh
I am listening to Don't Stop Believin By Journey