Alan is Amazing
06/15/2004 01:36 a.m.
Alan is amazing. Seriously...I never thought I could like him this much, but I do I do I do :). We just spent the last 73 hours together... :)

I worry about the distance between us...and that seems to be a point that others are already pointing out. For Christ's sake... just let me be happy... Let me enjoy the fact that I met someone that I connect with so much...

But for now... I don't care about the distance... I love Alan... Yes... I LOVE him. We can at least try... it won't hurt anyone for us to try. If the distance becomes a problem... then so be it...

But I can't just walk away from what I feel because of distance... I can't and I won't. I mean I cried watching him drive out of that parking lot today. It was like I felt like I wasn't going to see him again, but I know that is stupid... I know I am going to see him again.

I don't know if this is a "relationship" yet...but I want it to be eventually. Maybe it won't be until he lives closer... but until then... I don't want to see anyone else... I feel way too much for Alan. Alan and I are perfect together... and yes it is possible to feel this way so soon. I know it is possible because it is what I am feeling.

Love you Alan!
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