Another Friday
06/11/2004 05:24 p.m.
whoppity doo... I can not make myself be excited or happy, one day is just the same as the next on summer vacation, and right now all of those days are pretty much sucking!

My anxiety and stress aren't at full swing yet, I've only been up for about an hour, so far I've been playing to avoidance game... if you don't think about it, don't talk about it, and just leave everyone else alone, things will be just fine. It's not really working, but at least I'm not blowing a gasket, yelling and screaming at my kids because they refuse to do anything they are told and instead insist on creating an even BIGGER disaster area of this place that I'm trying to pack up and clean up. I just don't have the energy or desire to go through that at this point.

Guess I'll go take a hot shower, it sure can't make me feel any worse.
I am currently Pathetic