Lukewarm
05/28/2004 05:40 p.m.
Sober for over a month now. Not me, him. The ex. Trying. He's trying now. Looking for work. Patching things up with his daughter. Trying to be sane, he is. We've spent a little time together over the last week. I'm a terrible person. I don't feel the same. There is love, but it isn't what it was. It's only lukewarm. Now what do I do? How do I tell him? I thought if there were steps taken toward sanity, it would be better all around. It should feel better, but it doesn't. It's only lukewarm. *sigh* I guess I don't have to do anything about feeling lukewarm today.

Can the feelings come back? My gut tells me no, that maybe there is just too much water under that bridge. *sighing again*

The weekend is coming and I'm a tired girl. Worked quite a bit of overtime these last two weeks, and more work is coming with the survey of our facility around the corner, but I'm saved a bit by Memorial Day :-)

I am currently Tired
I am listening to Joanne Shenandoah