If only...
05/10/2004 05:38 p.m.
I didn't have to be at work today... I would while away the hours thinking about you, remembering your kiss and the salty taste of your skin against my lips.

I didn't have so much stress in my life.... I might be better able to control my bad/self-destructive habits of the moment and focus my energies in a more positive direction.

the rain falling outside my window could put out the fire burning inside my chest... I might be able to eat a decent/real meal for the first time in weeks without spending hours in torture and torment.

If only I weren't in such a gooberish mood... this journal entry might actually make sense to someone besides me!
I am currently Stupid