i do no accept drinks from disapproving gentlemen.
05/08/2004 07:31 p.m.
after worrying this entire week, last night confirmed that everything was just misplaced and nothing i felt was real. i caught him at the wrong times and i was cold because i thought he was being that way. i need to teach myself to stop looking at what's just on the surface of everything. i was shaking on the phone and i was so nervous and i can't believe how ridiculous that was. i just need to calm down and take everything one step at a time instead of thinking that this world is just out to get me. if i've learned anything, it's that the bruises heal and even the scars left behind can be covered with the right makeup.
I am currently Better
I am listening to the thrills