Finally Friday!
04/23/2004 04:43 p.m.
WHEW! I made it through this week!

Baseball every night... and if it hadn't been for the opportunity to get a little flirting in with a certain coach, I would have dreaded the whole week!

We have the late game tonight, but we'll probably head to the park to pick up the tail end of the T-ball game (since that's who we have to play tomorrow AND Monday, it would pay to get a feel for how they are playing), not to mention I might have to make a little side wager on the game with the opposing coach ;).

Still having a lot of difficulties with J's behavior. It's not as bad as it has been in the past, BUT, there is still a LONG way to go. A recent friend commented on my boys' behavior.. said I must have "nerves of steel"... not really, I just have learned not to let it all show.... but one comment made has me less down on my inadequacies as a parent... It's been a tough 4 years and I'm facing many more challenges down the road, at this point it looks like it's gonna just be God and me facing them, that's sufficient, but still being human, I feel overwhelmed. Just gonna keep going one day, one moment, one step at a time....
I am currently Thoughtfull
I am listening to "Shot through the Heart"