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The Journal of Rula Shin Revamping Em's Meaning (11:16 a.m.)
04/23/2004 03:36 p.m.
"Sometimes I sit, staring out the window, watching this world pass me by.
Sometimes I think, there's nothing to live for,
I almost break down and cry.
Sometimes I think I'm CRAZY, I'm CRAZY oh so CRAZY!
Why am I here am I just wasting my time??
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders,
Ever[thing's] leaning on me.
Sometimes it feels like the world's almost over,
But then I come back to [ME]...
I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me CRAZY!
My insecurities could eat me alive!!
But then [I] see...[MYSELF], suddenly I'm not crazy...
It all makes sense when I look into [MY] eyes..."
Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders,
Every[thing] leaning on me
'Cause my...BEING...knows that her...[will] is a soldier,
No one can take that from ME!!!
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Mostly 'Hailie's Song' from Eminem's "The Eminem Show"
(just because I've been FEELIN' it for days...)
I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to Some strange hum...
| Member Comments on this Entry |
| Posted by Ashok Sharda on 04/23/04 at 06:03 PM This is simply realizing an INTENDED SELF. What you must do is try and BE in this self as much as you can. All your other selves are creation of external suggestions. They are not YOU. Besides, know that there's nothing to lose but your inteding self because this is the self you want to become. This is the self who wants to become. Unfortunately this is the self who is the weakest. |
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