long time, no see.
04/12/2004 11:20 p.m.

alright..here's the deal.  for some reason i haven't been on pathetic.  it's because i have this plateau of writer's block.  i can't write anything.  i don't know what my deal is.  maybe i need to be on here and read writing.   help me please?!?!?!

court has come.  court has gone.  this is very hard for me to deal.  the week before the trial we meet with the attorney.  we laid out our story and everything.  the night before the trial i get a call at work.  it's MARY saying they cancelled the trial because CY (the kid with the gun to me head) is only getting 5 years because they're getting him to go against THOMAS.  let me tell you...that went over reeeeaaalll well with me.  the lawyer called and i told her what her and her trial could do.  we have to go back for a trial anyway for THOMAS and crap but i told her not to waste her time with me.  i wasn't coming.  i will sit in jail and rot till she gets how fucked up it is to plea bargain a punk ass negro gang banger behind the victims back.  i bet she has never had a gun to her head.

agh.

i'll write when there is more happy stuff to write about.

send me some love peeople.

*nanette