moods
04/10/2004 09:18 p.m.
So hey, one of the DOWNSIDES to seeing red is the moodiness that comes with it. Like yesterday. Yesterday I felt more ugly than I ever have in a long while. and thinking about it today, it's true what my best friends and boyfriend and mother were saying: I didn't look tso bad. I was trying on prom dresses and it was like that happy exuberant part of me closed up and disappeared into a void (like the beer bottle void we were talkingbout at the food court). It was so weird. Then I was all weirded out later that night.... arg. And I knew all along in the morning it'll be really stupid looking back on it, and it is. God damn hormonal fluctuations...