Starting Over
04/10/2004 06:55 p.m.
T and I went out to lunch today. We went to the place that we went on our first date...two years ago. We get along pretty well when we are together, but when we are on the phone--well that's another story. I miss the way we used to be. I miss the T I fell in love with. It was sort of a pick-me-up though to see him today. He was wearing this simple tan plaid shirt and jeans, but he looked so good. I had to hold myself back from just reaching out to grab him and hold him. It is obvious taht I have it pretty bad for him... Just being around him makes me feel weak and vulnerable... Now while that is an amazing feeling--it isn't always good to feel that way. Ah well... I am supposed to see him again in two weeks. I hope we make it that long... I love him so much...
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to CNN News