Detachment?
04/08/2004 08:48 p.m.
Is detachment from things that I care about the only way to be happy? If I don't have anything I care about, or anyone, then isn't that the ultimate freedom? Didn't Janis Joplin say "Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose?" So if we have nothing, we have total freedom? How depressing.

So I'm in a doozy of a situation. I wish it could be resolved without all the radom freakouts and pacing, but I guess not.

I just wish I didn't love him so much.

Fuck.

I am currently on the edge of sanity