I am at the mercy of Server Gods these days 31st March 2004
04/02/2004 03:04 p.m.

I am at the mercy of Server Gods (SG’S) these days.

It rained yesterday night.  As a result the Telephone Gods behavior too seems to have gone eccentric.  What do I do in such a situation?

I have this little world of mine inside my computer where I can visit only when all these Gods, including the Computer Gods, supported by the weather Gods and I don’t know how many more, acts as a reconciling factors. I, the active factor, cannot visit with my little world, the passive factor, in the absence of or without the support of these Gods, the reconciling factor, which as a matter of fact, they are supposed to be. 

But these Gods (particularly the SGs) are behaving erratic since quite many days, not allowing me to climb smoothly onto the net, throwing me out, time and again. 

I cannot change their attitude.  Nor can I force my way into my little world, since, as the law dictates, they are the reconciling force.  The active & the passive forces can only meet in the reconciling force with the aid of reconciling factors.  Well, then what do I do in such a situation?

The only way to fight them, I think, is to not to feel helpless because the moment you feel helpless you are succumbing to what they want.  You are reacting to their behavior pattern.  The only way to fight them, like an impeccable warrior is to keep on trying without feeling helpless, and by not allowing frustration to take roots inside you.  The only way to defy them in such a situation is to laugh & laugh & laugh. And laugh loudly and let them know that you are laughing in defiance.  Let them know that you are not disappointed or frustrated despite the disappointment and frustration.

P.S.: S.G.s seems to have learnt that I have written of their misdeeds in my journal because I find a distinct positive change in their behavior pattern ever since I wrote this J.E. Ha! ha! ha!

P.S.:  By the way, these S.G.s are infectious.  Two of my friends from my little world have reported server problems since last few days.  Be careful while you talk to me.  Ha! Ha!.