i wish not to miss you.
03/31/2004 03:47 a.m.
there is a boy
who i've known
so.closely
who i have loved
so.dearly
and who i miss
with every . ounce . of . my . heart
and i just wish
that he would let me hold him
and say
babybabybaby
we've missed each other for
tootootoo
long

*

one always needs to prepare
for the exact opposite
of what is possible.
i am living in irony.

*

i am distracting myself with
pretty faces and dirty words
but when i am alone at night
i explode under my sheets.

i miss you.
and i can't say that enough.
I am currently Blue