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The Journal of Rula Shin Analyzing Myself: Funny...
03/22/2004 04:02 p.m.
(10:38 a.m.)
I've been holding back lately. More than I ever have before.
I used to love to talk. Discuss. Critisize. Analyse. Joke. Laugh. Be LOUD...
Now I find myself more silent. Less willing to verbalize out loud. I still talk quite often but I don't feel the same solace I once did in verbalizing my thoughts and feelings and beliefs and views and values...blah blah blah.
Still I'm a sucker for a good laugh Hahahahaha! I can usually always find something silly, funny, or sarcastic to say in a CROWD.
Nowadays I joke to myself out loud in my own head. I do rather enjoy this laughter 'reverberating throughout my skull' making me smile BIG on the outside. The CREW wonders why? Hahahahahahahahaha!
I still like talking, discussing, critisizing, analyzing, joking, laughing, and being LOUD...but solace from this exists only in the presence of certain company.
I am currently Detached
I am listening to office clatter
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| Posted by Ashok Sharda on 03/22/04 at 05:51 PM 'in the presence of certain company.' Your BEING is growing, it seems. And BEING can only grow when the KNOWING is growing because one cannot grow unless one acquires knowledge duly internalized and unless the being is grown up one cannot acquire knowledge. They go together step in step. When this happens, one likes to share only with those one feels worthy of sharing and not sharing just for the sake of sharing where nothing goes and what comes back is nothing.
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| Posted by Mara Meade on 04/15/04 at 04:47 PM I can laugh hysterically without breaking a smile.
And, on the other thought, Ashok said it better than I did. There are times when I can only talk with a few friends, and then there are times when I want the whole world to come to my party, you know? I'm usually the quietest when I'm in transition, when my perameters are shifting. I know the feeling, dear Rula. |
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