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The Journal of Ashok Sharda No Smoking hours: 21st March 2004
03/22/2004 02:06 p.m.
I have stopped following the no smoking hours from today's since it had lost its purpose of generating the kind of conflict I thought it might generate. Besides, my approach to non-smoking hours too had become mechanical & passive. Instead, I have decided,this day, to not to smoke for one hour, from the moment I have this urge to smoke, at least five times a day. This has succeeded in putting me into battle with my all those selves who wants of smoke. I have also associated the presence of my INTENDING SELF with this conflict. Right now, I am in the middle of a battle. Third since morning. And I am happy. I am happy because I am going to win all the five INTENDED BATTLES today.Ha!ha!ha!
PS: Charged by my success in the Round three of the ongoing battle, I, on my own, have increased this battle time to 2 hours. Mind it, this is just for this round, no.3
Ha! Ha! Ha! I am happy.
I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to My own laughter, within.
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