guess who's back...back again....
03/07/2004 11:17 p.m.

well...i know i haven't posted anything...poems, musings, journals, a n y t h i n g... it's because i haven't written anything.

i feel so compelled to write but i never do.  i feel like a new person is about to come out and that may not be a good thing.  i feel alot of hostility lately about certain things and i want to get them out but i don't want to have to defend what i say.  i can't ever write these things in MY notebook.  god save me.

i have been busy.  doing what?  doing pretty much nothing.  i have a puppy now.  she's 6 weeks old.  she's a black lab chow mix.  her name is BRIDGETTE.  she's adorable.  i'll have to post some pictures.

i haven't partied.  i lost a good friend...tom muffet...i miss you soo much.  i'm gearing up for a reverse raffle this weekend.  i did get smashed with STEVE on his 24th birthday at the bowling alley.  the trial for our "friends" is the 24th.  MARY and i have to be there.  i have been sleeping soo much lately...it's unreal.

i promise that i will write something...soon.  and whatever it is...i will post it.  this whole pathetic thing i call life...it's about to change.

i just need a hand of support from you....yes you.  you who is reading this.  who is reading, has read my work.

this is a cry for help....SOS...i need to write...help

me.

help

me.