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03/05/2004 04:04 p.m.
soccer becoming less a fun sport I want to do and more a chore I drag my ass out for for no particular reason. Nerm doesn't acknowledge anything I do right, which brings me to two conclusions. 1) Maybe I'm not doing anything right, and 2) Maybe he's just a jerk. I'll ask him a question on the field, or call his name to ask him a question, or ask him to watch me do something so I know if I'm doing it right, and he ignores me. Flat out. He'll joke around with the other girls, but with me its either negative feedback, neutral feedback, or no feedback. GRRR!! And theres a compbell river tourny on sunday that I don't want to go to. Is it bad that I'm hating this team more and more? Well not the team, just playing for it. I went from being appreciated to being mud on the cleats. And ever since he's been here I've been doing terrible. I freak out cuz he gets pissed when I dont do things his way, but I've been saving goals all along till he got there.

In other news, the German guy I met on my idaho trip looked me up and called me the other night, which was pretty cool. We talked about easy classes and how woodlands doesn't like barsby, but hates wellington more. Me talking to him on the trip lead to more "Oooh, Trish and the German!" comments. *smiles* meh, I love my geek.
I've found that I have an easier time talking to guys than I do to girls. I mean, once I get to know the girls its fine, but until then guys are alot better to talk with. I wonder why that is.

Tomorrow I'm going to courtney to my friends acrage. Aw it's so gorgeous up there (when it's not raining, lol... but even when it is it's nice). They have a full blown rive down below in what is a huge part of their back yard... I swim there in the summer and it's so nice. Plus I get to see her baby again. Alex is gonna be a totally ladies man when he grows up.... and a smart boy too. He's got a mom that loves him more than anything. She's only 19.... I think that must have been tough. She was fine with having the baby, and the father was going to stay, but he refused to go find work and was freeloading off of her so she kicked him out and dumped him. THAT must have been tough, considering they've been together a while and he's the dad. But she's doing alright. She's happy so long as her mom and her dad and her baby are happy. I've still gotta ask Jordan if he wants to come with....

OH! my combo got thrid place in Idaho at the festival, which is QUITE rad... we met people and I got to play the black saxophone in the window of the music store that i've been drooling over for ever. The concerts were just phenomonal. I can't wait to kick more ass next year.
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I am listening to tv in the living room.