apologies and goodnights.
02/27/2004 04:14 a.m.
every time we come
so.close
we end up
so____far
because of things i do
or things i don't
and i am always left
naked and cold and
holding myself.

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i get myself into the worst places, sometimes.
i have this problem forgetting
that i am better off
completely
alone.

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one touch is too many.

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stupidstupidstupid
sometimes i am so fucking
stupid!
I am currently Embarrassed
I am listening to beethoven