Mondays
02/23/2004 05:17 p.m.
Ugh today is Monday again. It's like Groundhog Day the movie for me. Everyday I wake up and do the same chores. Anyways today I find out either I did nor did not get the job. I doubt I got it even though the guy said *clears his voice* "I don't think I have to look any further. You are definitely qualified for the position. I just have to talk to my supervisor and your recruitor that I met with you." I went to church yesterday. I guess to quote Lisa Simpson "Prayer the last thing for a desperate person." I just prayed that I could accept the rejection and not fall into regret and self depreccation. Ugh I'm pathetic.
I am currently Depressed