haikus and other.
02/22/2004 03:58 a.m.
i remember
touching my hand to your
stomach and saying
"oh, i'm so sorry
for all those times that i
hurt you"
and i remember
that i was wishing
that i could kiss your
stomach
and i could
take back everything
i had done to you
and to us

*

i need you to
come back to earth;
i can't sleep at night
when i don't know where your hands are
or what they're touching.
i need you to
come back to earth;
i don't want your fantasy to run out
and have to catch you when you
come
falling
down.
i need you to
come back to earth;
i'm getting so sick
and i'm getting so sad
without you.

*

[haikus]

you're the one who i
will regret not having
when i had the chance
-
i saw a woman
and she looked so beautiful
and she looked so sad
-
i am now a mess
underneath my polished skin
but no one can see
-
is this how we were
supposed to end? i think we
should reconsider.

*

you have made me into everything
i had promised myself i would
never be.
now get over yourself
and your lollipop lies.

*

the only way for me to survive is to
take a few deep breaths
and remember that you are living in your own
bullshit.
I am currently Overwhelmed
I am listening to silence