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The Journal of Madeline Pestolesi Last few days
02/21/2004 07:48 p.m.
The last few days I have been wondering why I have been so depressed all month. I feel like everyone is. None of my friends are happy and satisfied with their lives right now, it sucks. I think that I am depressed because I don't have the one good thing that was going for me. I don't know, I just gotta get outta here. ALaska feels like prison to me. I just feel like it's getting smaller and smaller, and there's not much to turn to except for drugs or drinking. No wonder there are so many alcoholics in ALaska, there's nothing else to do! And I have been searching. I really hope that it's a combination of SADD and that it's February, and that no one likes Spring semester.
Oh to have a career. Paid vacation, benefits. No more random crap.
Bleah I am currently Empty
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