long time, no see.
02/15/2004 04:06 p.m.
where i have been?

busy. the same excuse that the rest of the world uses. i was off telling myself that i was busy doing "better things" but the reality of it is that i was busy...just not with those better things.

i was working. i worked seven days in a row. the things you have to do when you're in management. but, i had friday and yesterday and i have today off. odd because i'm supposed to work on sundays for MARY. yay! i didn't have too.

STEVE and i got into this huge fight on superbowl sunday. he lied to me. have you ever been put in a situation that you didn't want to be in? there was nothing you could do about it? i was. i was lied to and found it out during the middle of the first quarter of the superbowl by STEVE's friends who he went out with the night before. how they stayed the night in a hotel in another city 2 hours away. and they kept talking about it. i wanted to spit nails. i wanted to get up and punch holes in the walls but it was not my house. i was ignored the whole not. i sat back in a corner with my box of Puffs with lotion. i was just there. STEVE finally came to sit back with me and i ignored him. we left and he took me to my house...hell broke loose.

how do you expect someone to trust you, when they'd have a hard time trusting you anyway, even more now? hello? i don't know. i don't care.

i visited CHRISSIE one wednesday (the one after the superbowl) while STEVE was bowling. we were just hanging out and drinking. i went to leave at 9:47 pm...UGH! the fasted way yo get sober...get youir car stuck in a drive way of ice. i did. i called CHRISSIE from my cell phone and her and JASON (her boyfriend) came out. he tied me to the back of his bronco...i drive a thunderbird mind you...i pulled him back into the driveway. it took us over an hour to get me out. i was covered in mud. ugh!

anyway...i'm out. i got things to do today.
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