Just because....
02/12/2004 08:49 p.m.
I'm struggling to stay awake at work... I'm thankful/grateful.... and I'm SO confused....

My car is running properly again. I didn't have to pay for the repair. My best-friend fixed it for me. He won't tell me how much the parts cost, and he refuses to let me pay for the car he rented for me. He told me the other night "You know I love you"... and I said, "yes, but..." and the "buts" are why I continue to date other people and hope to find someone who loves me, without the "buts"...

To that extent, I have met a really great guy. It's just tough because circumstances make it difficult for us to see each other very much... mostly my circumstances, not being able to get a babysitter, etc. I haven't seen him since Saturday, although I talk to him almost every day, at least once a day. I was hoping to see him this weekend, but it doesn't look like that's going to happen.... oh well, everything will work out the way it is supposed to....

*sigh* it looks like another Valentine's Day alone... well not really I'll have the boys with me.

I am currently Tired