I love you. Always.
01/19/2004 06:59 p.m.
I can't believe that is is real. He's not the same guy he was a while back, he's so.... I don't know. I don't know anything else that never fails to make me smile. I've never been in love like this, with anyone, for any period of time. It's like there's no start and no stop and nothing but inbetween where it's everywhere. It's in every silence. Every look. Every silly little thing we do just because the other one's there..... I need to write am poem. It that feeling where you want to scream it to the world. You want to go "I'm IN LOVE!!!" And you want to hear the world yell it back with your voice. I can't not smile. I don't know how to frown when I'm thinking about him, and the way he feels for me. It was never like this before.... To think, if he hadn't have broke it off before the 4th.... we would have probably jumped into something we didn't want to jump into. I'm so happy it ended when it did, because This is so much.... more. That's the only way I can explain it. this is more.
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to soft chatter.