jumbled thoughts/emotions
01/16/2004 01:06 p.m.
I've had a lot going on since shortly before Christmas... and new things happening every day.... right now I have so much spinning through my head, I can't seem to hold on to any one thought for more than 30 seconds before something else takes it's place.

I'm going to try to write some of it out later today (if I'm not bombarded at work), not here, because there is so much, I'm sure it'll be between 8-15 pages once I start writing (That's ALOT Of me to write at one time, or in one day).

The thoughts that keep tumbling/tripping over one another relate to things like:

Faith
Family
Relationships

Very important cornerstones in my life, and I'm seeing my views and feelings about these thing taking on a new shape, metamorphosizing into something slightly different... an evolution of sorts...

It is time for me to really examine myself about these things, that really and truly define me as a person... it's time for me to discover again, just who I really am...

hmmm... usually people would go through something like this before the New Year... maybe I started to then, but I find it rather interesting that Chinese New Year is next week... maybe I'm in a "window" here?
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to the sound of my kids NOT getting ready for school!