Love, Theatre, And Money
01/03/2004 07:14 a.m.
So it's the second of January 2004. I'm sitting here in our computer room listening to the sounds of Fromage 2004 coming from the living room. It makes me wonder how I've come so far in such a short amount of time. There is no doubt in my mind about who I want to be with. I'll go with the one who won't trash talk me behind my back to her family. I don't think I've ever had such a vested interest in any relationship I have ever been in as I do right now. I love her so much that everyday I wake up smiling knowing that she loves me too. I am going to do everything I can to make this work this time. I've learned from my mistakes and I'm not going to make the same ones this time. Everyday, I'm going to tell her everyday how much I love her and never let her feel less than beautiful. She is gorgeous in pajama pants, no make-up, and a hoody. Everytime I look into her huge brown eyes I feel so weak, like she can read every thought in my brain. I can't ever remember feeling like this. I know I've been in love before but never like this. I just want to be someone who will be there for her no matter what. I want to be someone she can trust with any information and I want her to know that no matter what she tells me it wont scare me away. I am in this for the long haul, I love her for her. Including all insecurities, or worrys. Or anything at all that might come up. I am becoming a monologue slut. I have been reading plays like a fiend. I just want to be awesome for my next auditions. Auditions for B2B are on the 25th. I didn't get in last year but I hope I do this year. Just gives me more incentive to get my N license. Rehearsals are in Qualicum so I'll need transportation. I hope the folks from my "new job" call me soon because I need to start working soon. I need money for car purchasing. I need to work again.
I am currently Affectionate
I am listening to News