an encyclopedia of times rejected.
12/20/2003 12:02 a.m.
if i took all the words i've wrote about you
i could fill a dictionary
and i would call my masterpiece
"a thousand different ways to say 'rejected'"

i ask you if you'd like another round
but you tell me you refuse to drive in circles.
you tell me you're tired
(but what you mean is i'm tiring you)

i try to play our conversations like card games
i try to deal you a new hand every time
(one of these days our hands will match,
one of these days i'm gonna win)
I am currently Blue
I am listening to silence