Its enough sometimes...
12/13/2003 08:22 p.m.
To know that she's out there doing Moish things and smiling. I had another insane dream involving her. I dreamt I was at a theatre school and we were putting on a performance and as a donation she brought three packages od parmesan cheese...ineteresting. and then she leaned over and whispered "I love you." in my ear like I did to her after dry grad. But instead of feeling good about that, I flipped out. "Don't say that, Don't say that, now." It was the most brutal thing I have ever felt because the one thing that I wanted to hear for so long. Was the one thing that has been tormenting me for months and if I heard it it would throw me so out of whack I don't even want to imagine it. So, therefore I'm taking this as a sign. I am getting there, slowly. And with a little patience from my friends and all those with a vested interest. I think I'll be OK.


Oh, BTW OZMA RAWKS!@!!!
I am currently Creative
I am listening to Ozma - Natalie Portman