Writing
12/10/2003 08:13 p.m.
Well I decided to work on my drama script about a girl. A girl that I new when I was in my teens well late teens. She was my inspiration of most of my poetry even how dark and tragic they are. She was the epitomy of love and beauty. Out of jealousy and spite, I ended that relationship, but I still regret the fact I am no longer her friend. I wanted more, but everybody wants more in life. Anyways I was thinking about her a lot yesterday, and now today I am reaching the climax of my script. It took a while and my heart wasn't in it, but now it is. I can feel the longing and the sadness. This is my 10th draft of the same script, and I am totally satisfied with this one. It has all the darkness and heartache. It reminds me of how I felt when I was that age. Funny how I hated that age back then but now I miss it. Ironic how life is.
I am currently Amazed