Seasons/sore cack (get it?)
11/27/2003 09:11 p.m.
Wow, what a charged time lately... everyone's missing someone. It's like the change of seasons, when you find that things start to shift around... like a test or like a trick some God is playing. Don't you notice? peoples relations, whether it be with family or friends or lovers tends to shift through seasons, and the ones that make it though the first tend to make it through the others. I think maybe I'm not making sense. This is sorta based on what I've observed in people for a long long time... but its funny because when you weather though them and get to when it's sunny again, the cold never seems as cold as it seems then. You almost laugh about the big deal you made... that is, until the fall and winter come around... but then spring and summer come... it's strange.... I'm being kinda random, using analagies that maybe dont quite fit. Everyone's been having rather crappy days lately. Barbara has for sure, and I'm thinking Jordan hasn't been having a great time of late either, for obvious reasons. Everything flip flops from looking really tough to looking insanely simple. I just need to established what viewpoint gives me what view.
In other news, I wrote a reply poem to a poem that was half directed at me, sorta, but I'm not sure if I want to post it here. It's not because I don't want people I know and see to read it, it's more because I'm not sure if I want anyone to read it. I don't often write personal poetry (as in poetry intended only for me) but this might be one... I'm not sure. Maybe in a few days... *meh* I don't know.
Staddling a fence has never been easy.
I am currently Calm
I am listening to girls voices (sometimes girl's voices annoy me. Like now.)