I'm annoyed with myself
11/22/2003 06:52 a.m.

I'm annoyed with myself because I am annoyed with the woman in the campus center.  I know she has a lot of problems, and she is very nice, but for some reason, she likes to tell me every complaint she has.  Today she talked to me about the evil of Bean's Cafe for about 15 minutes.  And she gets really upset when people are in her area and I feel bad but there is never anything I can do for her.  She told me once about how she saw students taking rides from strangers.  How do I respond to that?  Uhhhhh, ok?  I'm not sure what her actual problems are, I know she has a lot of nerve damage, but I'm not really sure what the effects of that are.  I'm just annoyed.  It's the same feeling you get when you are annoyed with your grandparents, but then you feel bad because they are not in the best shape, you never know when they might die, and so you feel guilty because what if the last time you saw them, you were annoyed.  Ahhhhhhhh!  Maybe I think to much.  I have overwhelming feelings of guilt, more than I should I think.

My mood is:  Guilty