Numb is the new deep...
11/02/2003 07:01 p.m.
Yah so I threw this Halloween party at my house with my roomie Matt. Man it was a bitchin' good time. Me and Trish finally got to get away from everybody and talk which was great cuz we are in a kind of place where we don't have to fill silences and the silences never feel awkward. I really like being with people like that. I have to leave for work in an hour but I'm gonna swing by Trish's on the way home so we can go watch more movies. (Yay) I realized today that I have no idea what I really want. And that its pointless trying to figure it out. Me and Trish both agree I'm "Wishy-Washy" but I guess thats just me. I just don't wanna hurt her because this could definitely be a "Grand-piano" situation. All I know is nothing makes me happier right now than having her around and smiling because the brilliance of that smile could cheer me up on my most emo day.I don't know if I'm in love, or lust. But I know I'm majorly confused. I just have two many girls and not enough me. I know it sounds egotistical but if you fully knew my situation and how many amazing girls are involved you would understand. 5If anyone has mastered human cloning yet send me a message please. Oh well better too many girls than none I suppose. My life is one big soap opera I swear. I keep checking for hidden cameras to see if I'm on reality TV or something...haha I obviously think my life is way too interesting.
I am currently Bemused
I am listening to New Deep - John Mayer