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10/26/2003 04:51 a.m.
Just for the record, I am marrying the beautiful, brilliant Rachelle Howe. If you've never read her stuff, you're missing out. Haha, Rachelle Darling, do you want a church wedding or one of those "theme" weddings? ;)

So I'm feeling rather hellish today. My stomach feels like some demonic little man is inside of it wrenching it around and burning where he sees fit. Good amounts of Advil have numbed the pain of the headaches, although I feel like they've numbed my thinking process too. I was gonna write a poem. Then I changed my mind. Then I cahnged it again and write an ode to the orange girl. The orange girl is barbara. She's SO much more that whats in that little blurby of a poem, but like I said, I'm dulled at the moment. That new folder is where all my weirdities and half-formed poetry will go. I wish pathetc had a preview feature. that'd be super. or a place to store poetry privately online for touching up before we put it up for public viewing. maybe I'll suggest that.

I entered a double abecedarian in the teen patron status poetry contest. Aiko put in a triple, and no matter what she says I still think hers takes the cake. Maybe I'm just partial to her stuff :D. But whatever, I suppose we'll just wait and see. I hope it does well. Abecedarians are fun, but there are only so many times people can use the words xenophobe and zest, lol. I wonder how many legitimate X words there are. technicaly that should be how many poems can have a different X word. after that we're just changing all the stuff around it.

People are weird. Some of them try to be this vision of perfection, or have these visions for better worlds and stuff and forget that to get there they have to cope with what is. The person Butterfly is written about is sort of like that sometimes.

I dunno, I'm not feeling well. I have soccer in the morning. Ugh. at least I'll be in goal. Moving sounds horrible right now. God I have alot of homework. I should get that done tonight. If I dont I never will, and I know it. I usually never do homework... pah.I suppose I may have to tonite. gross.
I am currently Gross
I am listening to nada