Nip and tuck
10/10/2003 11:04 p.m.
Yesterday was weird. Today is much worse.
I don't know why I'm having all these
morbid dark thoughts lately. Its just
getting hard lately. Yesterday on the drive
home from work. I actually thought about
slicing my wrist, and yes the right way.
I felt the blade enter and it hurt like hell,
but slowly the pain subsided and I sled the
blad down. I could actually feel the pain for
a moment. Ugh I really should get a hobby.
Or go out.