I feel guilty when...
10/03/2003 02:21 a.m.
I rate someone's poem and it knocks them off the lists on the front page. You don't even have to give someone a low rating, just have to give them something besides, brilliant, etc, and off the front page they go. It makes me feel even worse when their disappearing makes my poem go up higher. It's like I subconsciously did it on purpose. I didn't, because I don't really care about where my poetry is on the list, or if it's on a list at all, but I have a tendency to not trust myself. I think I have ulterior motives for everything, even when I'm not consciously aware of them.