Paradox
09/24/2003 08:12 p.m.
I'm in a weird funk lately, and maybe that is why I'm writing so many dark poems. Nobody seems to understand me lately, or maybe I'm not letting them understand me. Everytime I try to get close to people I push them away. It's reallly weird huh? I guess loners like myself tend to be a paradox unto ourself. We hate being alone yet we crave it. We want to be happy, but enjoy the misery. It's weird.
I am currently Unhappy
I am listening to Velvet from A-ha