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09/24/2003 01:47 a.m.

wow. i'm still alive. how's that? i don't know. by that i mean i am the same person i was last night. that never happens. i'm the same person i was hours ago. this continuity is disarming, but beautiful. for months i have felt a sense of starting over, and of an impending ending. i'm amazed.

and what do i say to my life, to the questions i've been asked the situations i've been in and the confusion that dominates? too many questions, these days. i pose myself these impossible questions, minute after minute day after day; and the only answer to my life is to breathe, breathe, breathe. again.