freshman year
09/08/2003 03:43 a.m.
I can see myself in all of their faces. Worried I'll turn out lost like them, just some show for others to laugh at and avoid ever turning out like. I miss wanting to be better and having time to do it. Now i don't have time, but so much room to get better. I'm fatigued and this probably doesn't make any sense.

And I'm worried about Jon. I think I've been so worried about someone liking me or not, that I haven't even thought about whether or not I like him. oh well, I think sleep would solve this dilemma. Until tomorrow... when I wake up.
I am currently Calm
I am listening to sister, sister