Death Is All I See (graphic)
08/30/2003 10:50 p.m.
I don't know why it happens or how to make it stop. Everything I see is black and blood-covered. The only interests I have are the razor blades in my purse and the dozens of bottles of pills in the dining room. I know it's insane to post this here where everyone can read it, but it's too much to ask my family to listen to, and if I don't put it here I'm going to go shout it in the streets. Oh, my god, my god, I'm losing my grip.
I am currently Depressed
I am listening to some stupid made-for-TV movie