Angry
07/31/2003 04:57 a.m.
Here's a quick recap that I wasn't gonna write, but whatever, here goes.

Forgot to call home.
Got in major shit for that.
Same night, parents find Pathetic and yell at me for that too.
(I got the "We're ashamed of you" look, and the "if it's on the net it's not whatsoever private" lecture. Fair enough)
Go to cast party for "The Music Man"
Phone slips out opf my purse and into my aunts car by accident, and I get yelled at for that, even though I leave the number, addy, and I call every hour.
Got home and recieved accusations of being a schemer and a liar.
Was told that if I don't relate to people younger than me, then I am a "Snobbish little bitch." (Quoted of my father who rarely calls me anything but "Trish").
More Early curfews.
I complain.
I get yelled at some more.
I get told that I have to realize that no matter how old the people that I can talk to are, no matter my own maturity or the maturity and age of the people that DONT make me feel isolated, and I'm still at least 1 year younger, which makes a HUGE, in their allmighty opinion, difference. I am also a girl, and I should respect myself and them by not appearing easy. Apparently, if you have male friends entering your house too often, or if you enter their houses too often for whatever reason, you're appearing easy. and, of course, no matter what, what APPEARS makes a a difference.
In my opinion the only way old stupid standbys get changed is if someone goes out on a limb to change them.

But I am 15, and I do not matter yet. Not until the tremendous, at least 365 day age gap ceases to exist, which will be never.

**SMACK!***
Right in the face.
I am currently Angry