do you feel abandoned?
07/30/2003 01:43 a.m.
because I feel neglectful. I've been away. A sort of sabatical from poetry and, consequently, my soul. I've been following people around, not as myself, but as a shadow. I'm still searching. Once trying to convince everyone that I knew what I had found, all I have found are more questions. Things I know for sure still haven't convinced me that they're true. I've made new friends. I've found you fall in love with people because you respect them for who they are. And not in that superficial boy-girl love way, but in the general sense of loving. The larger sense of like for another human being. Garrison- just for being so funny, nice, and completely rude all at the same time. Cameron- for wearing makeup and laying in a tanning bed, and yet managing to be the straightest, most masculine, sweetest, most wonderful person that I thought I would never meet. Josh- for managing to be so thoughtful and sincere. Carlie- for being a girl around all those boys, you gave me hope. Lori and HollyBee- kindred souls. You make me feel comfortable. I just feel like my life has multiplied in the past eight months and I would have burst if I didn't get it out somehow.
I am currently Content
I am listening to Aslyn- that's when I love you