Blacker than expected
07/23/2003 03:48 p.m.
I went to the funeral yesterday. It was much much sadder than I thought it would be. Ben and Amanda were crying so hard, they were shaking. It was so horrible to see people I care about so sad. I was crying really hard too. It was really symbolic. I mean, he was in the army, so they folded up the flag and presented it to his mother and they did a gun salute outside the church and then the song they always play for military. It was horrible. Anyway, I don't really want to talk about it any more, it's really bringing me down and I'm at work. I only slept for like 5 hours last night. I was going to go somewhere with that thought, but now I don't care.
I am currently Empty
I am listening to Weezer-O girlfriend