Goddamn You Half Japanese Girls...
07/21/2003 06:15 a.m.
This is getting ridiculous I wrote two other journals tonight and lost both of them. The first because I clicked the wrong button on the keyboard and the second because I forgot to fill in the title bar. So this is the last time I'm gonna do this. I wrote before about how Mo, Trish, Barbara, and Angela are having this "Girls' Night Out" deally. That's totally cool hope they have a good time. Should be some interesting Convo going down considering I broke up with Mo and Trish within the last two months And Ange and Barb are each's best friend. So no doubt some talk will be turned to myself. Wonderful news for me cuz I'm an Insensitive Asshole as the world would label me. Broke up with Morganna cuz I was diggin' Trissh...Got to know Trish got the freaky 'Friend Vibe' realized i was stupid and what I really wanted I had before. Broke up with Trish. Left girlfriendless with trail of broken hearts behind me...I am an asshole. Told Morganna I still love her...she "isn't looking for a boyfriend right now past or otherwise." so I'm single again for the first time in long time. not upset by that idea either. I'm not actively persuing girls cuz every one gets compared and no one can. So I just sit around waiting until such a time comes as I can either win her back (somehow) or she utterly rejects me at which time I'll proceed to feel dejected and apathetic. But until that time I shall remain painfully optimistic that our paths will once again cross in the future. In other news I am now suffering from insomnia and if you piss me off I will proceed to tear your throat out with my teeth. My dad figures it's Karma he said, "Maybe, you've caused a couple girls to lose sleep over you in the past couple months." That made me think...and fuck me if he ain't right...wise man my father
I am currently Geeky
I am listening to Matt Schmidt's Light Saber